I just want to leave it,.... theses no use its dead he's hurt me so much i don't feel anything for him, my love is dieing each time i see somthing or read somthing it just makes me want to turn away more.
I don't feel i could ever trust him the trust respected is gorn.
The girl hes engaged too i feel i know why i don't like her.
She reminds me of a snake ..... i think i know who she is the first time i laded eyes on her pic i didnt not like her, others would say jelousey no not at all ive seen him with others and never feelt this.
But this girl reminds me of a snake only out to get what she wants money a user she reminds me alot of one of his ex's she was scarry.
Hed be doing everything she'd exspected it.
I get alot of arguing very heated fights in her eyes he is just an objected.
very spitful heated arguments.
i deserve better then that and i need a connection before i let any one close.
But the love i feelt is slowly dieing.
I feel it maybe its not a bad think i can now really walk easyer.
we will never meet anyway i can finelly walk away, the snake can have him.
he wasnt for me anyway and this is what i have been telling myself.
A leapord never changes there spots,
this i learnt a long time ago , i don't want to keep making the same mistakes.
i find to when i walk and say my affrimashions they become stronger.
i don't over think when i walk.
i don't like cheaters and users i keep away from them.
hes happy and thats all that matters hes in love thats all that matters
i need some sleep im tired.
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